The Blue Book of AA tells us that we can be cut off from the sunlight of the spirit.
What spirit was Bill W. talking about?
He was not talking about the God of the Bible, that's for sure. He was not talking about Christ Jesus, who lives in, not just with, every believer in Him.
"Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you." (John 14:17)
God's Word could not be clearer:
"Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." (Hebrews 13:5)
It does not matter how you feel. It does not matter what I think.
God's Word is the blessed assurance that we need for this shiftly, quaking, unsure world:
"Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away." (Matthew 24:35)
Daddy God has made it clear that we have complete nearness with Him. We can trust that He is always with us, and we never have to worry about Him leaving us, or walking away from us, or abandoning us.
Where did I stumble in so much of my walk?
I confused faith and feelings. Why? Because I bought into so much of the AA cult, the mixed mixture madness that I could believe in Jesus, and that "Program of Alcoholics Anonymous" would make the Bible practical in my life.
All of that is a lie.
I confused faith with facts, with the stuff in my mind.
God is real. He is spirit, not some figment or filament of our minds or our imagination.
Faith is easy, and because of that ease, man insists on making it all so difficult.
We do not have to give into the bad advice, the counsel of this ungodly world (Psalm 1:1)
We can know and believe in His love for us! (1 John 4:16)
Forget you, Bill W.! I am going with the real W--the Winner--and His name if Jesus!