One of the most disturbing habits in AA is the act of automatic writing.
Bill W. would literally sit down at his desk, break out the pen and paper, and he would just write whatever came to his mind.
And he believed that this was a way for God to speak to him.
This is really creepy, dangerous stuff.
My mother engaged in this nonsense frequently, too.
She believed that God was "talking to her" directly, and she would order my sister and me around based on "The Lord said ..."
When I was a kid, I had no idea how to deal with such abuse.
Now that I am an adult, now that I have heard and received the full Gospel of Grace, I know that I can reject all this madness.
"Automatic writing" is a fraud. Such a foolish practice opens people up to oppression and misdirection from the devil, one's flesh, or the world's foolish thinking.
The last thing that I want to do is trust in my own thinking, lean on my own understanding (Proverbs 3:5)
For years, I struggled with how to walk in wisdom. I tried to figure out what to do, where to go.
I never realized how simple the Gospel is, and how simple are the directions of the Holy Spirit. When we are established in His righteousness, and we receive His peace, He can work in our lives, and give us direction (Colossians 3:15).
We don't need to give into our thinking, or the foolish, demonic ramblings of cult leaders, in order to get to the truth!